4.58am.. labour day.. haha just got back from holland v.. had a long drinking session with my buds, eehui ben and the fucking mai who came back from thailand for a holiday. had coffee and chilled at breko after that. feeling quite drunk now.... and it does suck officially
this week;s a cracking week ;)
its sucks to know that you;re gona fall in love somehow, im really afraid. fucking afraid. maybe cuz of the scars. those who think that i still flirt around and play with girls feelings. please fuck off . you dont know how fucking hurt i was.. im afraid to fall in love now,. for the first time. i;ll fucking love the girl deep deep. all the nonsense about having fun ,. changing partners and knowing more new people and this age,. fuck im sick of it. fucking sick . doesnt mean your 17 18 19 you cant want true love. love just happens,. its beyond anyone;s control. .love;s a beatufil thing. how i wish love can be simple. like abc xyz. fucking simple. somebody tell me please. that love can be simple.
