its 3.41 now.. sunday morning. just got back home as usual. lets see... today, got up @13.40 relatively early. dont ask me why cuz i myself have no idea. had cereal for brunch. slacked at home.. was on the guitar for some time.. was inspired by this tank mtv, so i armed myself with the guitar, and wrote a song,. hahaa a love deep deep song. slacked sumore..the weather was fucking shiok. perfect nuaing day. nua nua nua.. then wenta meet ben for dinner and a movie in town.. inside man. its an officially good show. havent watched such a good show for some time already. then went liquid to drink .. i figured that im becoming an alcoholic. actually ben figured that out and told me. haha cuz ive been drinking drinking drinking. well,if i dont enjoy singapore;s night life now. when can i. when i have kids and i have gota tell them bedtime stories. come on. hahah went fer supper back at timah,. bumped into aaron. yuming and his gal fren. so we joined. cant wait for ben;s bdae this coming fri. i tell you,. we;re gona drink till we mistake sea shells for sea shore.
hmmm i wana go church later on,. hopefully i can wake up.
the memories just keep flooding back. i dont know why. you said, that its easy for me to find any other girl. but its not easy to find someone whom i love. deep deep sumore. deepest already. when can i see the familiar face. and that smile. and hear that so familiar laughter which i used to hear everyday. but you;re like treating me half fuck now. maybe i should create new memories to delete the old ones. but can i. or rather should i. i dont know. maybe i should just continue drinking drinking and drinking....
